Sometimes

sometimes i fight with myself
sometimes i cry
sometimes i smile sometimes i don't
sometimes i should but sometimes i don't build up the strenght to say that it's wrong
sometimes i hate
sometimes i love
sometimes i hurt
sometimes i dont
sometimes i wait for him to change
sometimes i keep it cool
sometimes i let 'em know
sometimes i even pack my bags to walk out the door
sometimes i feel safe
sometimes i really dont
sometimes i promise that im ready to let 'em
sometimes i yell without a motive
sometimes i'm stubborn
sometimes i want everything
sometimes i'm asking myself why
sometimes i listen to my heart ...
sometimes i feel i can't get by...
sometimes i rape you and never go back .